Poesia (16.0)

The Call In The Night

My happy pillow

Was once shared with you.

Through day and night

You laid there

Staring at the dim blind

Stars.

In a previous lifetime

I could swear

That I was the only one

Who could ever picture

Such a tangible future

But the darkness that crossed

My life

Brought flesh out of my bones

And made my heart thicker.

I could have prevented that

But I was just so miserable

And all the tears you’ve cried

Couldn’t be more plastic.

So move along

And don’t call me late at night

To pretend you are happy
With the new man you love

So tenderly.

Who you have

So many new songs with.

And to show me how much

I miss you…

And to make me wonder

All the things that I always

Always

Wonder.

Don’t try to be my friend

Because you have had a chance

And you blew it like a storm.

You’re not my friend,

You’re the foe that I’ve loved

The most.

Stop bringing those memories

Closer and closer.

You had your chance of being

Happier than you could ever imagine to be.

I don’t need to be reminded

Of my biggest failure,

I don’t need you to remind me

Of yourself.